Friday 2 December 2022

Thoughts at 3 AM

 Hi, this is my first blog and i really don't know how to write any blog... It's 3 am and I can't sleep because of thousands of thought, about me, my child, my work, my future etc. I was a person who couldn't kept secrets and just share every thought and feeling to my friends, family and anyone to whom I get trust... But than I got lesson of life and i realise that there is no one to whom I can trust and share my things, Now I am a 34 years old, disabled and separated mother of a child... Full of responsibilities, depression, and ofcourse struggle!

It's been more than 1 year to be separated from my husband and since then I am just trying to be ME as I lost my self into this . I know I'm not an only person who hase been gone tough time but this pain is just belong to me. I'm really worried about myself and about my baby.  I don't know what's gonna be in my life but I'm worried for everything... Right now I just want that one power (GOD) to sit in front of me and a big hug from him/her.